Catching up with myself: noticing how I have changed

Catching up with myself: noticing how I have changed

I don't know when exactly it happened, but some key dynamics that I've been working on for, it seems, my entire life, are gone, and I'm noticing how I have changed.

When I find myself in certain situations, and my reaction is different, or more apt, not at all, I keep looking for the reaction, for the response, for the nervous system overload, but it's just not there.

What I do know is that I'm still looking for my reaction and being surprised not to find it. This tells me I have a little more work to do in order to totally clear and reset my space.

Here are just a few things I'm noticing:

• Greater certainty - which is interesting because I was very certain before this. Just goes to show no matter how far you've grown, you can always grow deeper.

• Non-reactivity - just not getting triggered by situations or people.

• More command of my voice - the fear, worry, and concern for how others will experience what I have to say is gone. No second guessing and no reliving conversations either.

• One thing I've been working on for years, I think I've cleared, healed, and released it - I'm not going to share what it is because, in truth, I feel like I might get another few tests or two, and I don't want to 'never' the Universe.

• Greater confidence - no worry or concern about how I will be received - just an awareness that people will either like me or not, and I can't control either, and neither have anything to do with me (ahhh - now that's freedom.)

• A comfort in not knowing where I'm going, what I'm doing, and where I'm being led. I truly feel okay with following the threads - it's not surrender; it's more, again, a deep knowing, an alignment, a connection to source. Why would I question?

I can attribute this healing and growth to a couple of things:

Soul Evolution - putting the materials together for this program has been such a powerful experience. I do the work as I teach the work, so I'm getting the same experience as my students. Soul Evolution is an incredibly comprehensive program that focuses on helping us do ALLLL the work and healing that we came here to, and the program is doing just that.

So, in the process of working through the elements of Soul Evolution, I have found, healed, and released some core pieces - allowing me to experience this complete shift.

I also had this new insight and created a simple tool for it. It has to do with recognizing when ego, mind, or emotions take over, releasing the control, and shifting into alignment with my Spirit. There's a shift, too, in this awareness. It's not a mental body awareness; it's more a full-being awareness. The tools are definitely working.

This work is truly life-changing - if you choose to step into it, do it, and work through the energies that challenge you to stop.